stress....

20 more days to stpm.. stress is increasing day by day... worry about not passing my che and mx, can't score A in PA and BIO. I really strive this time, i've never been so hardworking before. study from morning til night. Guys, help me to pray if u read this post. I need more confidence towards God and myself too...

4 more weeks to go...........

Finally, finished my mock exam..hmmm, doing quite unwell in it as i didn't finish revising all the subjects. But, coz of God's grace,most of the chapters that I've studied came out during the exam, so i still manage to answer it..hehe.. Hopefully, the result come out wouldn't be too lame...:p
Yup! 4 more weeks before stpm.. Going to strive as much as i can..yea yea... Don't want to have regrets like what i 'd during spm..

SM entertainment is organising a global audition at New York, Toronto, Vancouver and Los Angeles during the mid of Nov. How I wish i can go for it because I really enjoying performing at stage. However, due to studies and the auditions' venue which is quiet far from M'sia, I decide to cancel this thought. hehe.. Some of you maybe think I'm dreaming, but this dream of mine has never being depleted from my mind since i'm a child. I do like performing especially singing and dancing. Many people used to ask me what do you want to do after finishing your studies. I always reply them that I don't know. Actually, I've this dream that I wanna succeed. But, I'm lacking of courage from doing it.And also afraid of being tease by friends and family. That's why until now i'm not sure what i wanna do besides having this dream. If I have the money and time to fly over there, I'll surely go for it in order to pursue my dream..hehe...

Maltese

Recently, I fall in love with maltese!!! Since a few years ago, i already want a toy dog and i heard that maltese is cute. Just recently, I find more info about it.. And I really love it. It's so adorable..
I'm going to buy one when i'm older..haha I mean when I'm working..coz my aunts don't like pets.
So i can only have one when i move away, that's mean when i have the ability to buy a house

Above are some pictures of maltese, you're going to love it :)

Study study study..........

Yesterday just finished my muet speaking test. Quite ok compared to last term one. At least not feeling nervous and can speak quite fluently though i made a lot of grammar mistake :p
7th of Nov will be my writing, listening and reading section for muet.
Next week going to have my mock exam. Haven finish study all the subjects. More chapters to go. I doubt that I can finish it within these few days. So, i decide to study until where i can..haha...
Don't know why, i've just no motivation to study hardly o i rather say "pia" haha...
I try to do what i can. After mock, there will be 4 weeks left to my stpm. Gambateh!!! Trying to get good grades in it...
I've reduced my enjoyment with friends and family within these few months until i finish my stpm. So sorry guys that i can't hang out with u all within this period.
Now my routine is study, watch tv a bit, online a bit, waste my time a bit...haha
After my stpm, i'll enjoy until my heart is contented.. Muahaha.........

A Hang Out

Yesterday went out with cally at The Spring almost for whole day..haha.. We reached there by 11am and accompanied cally to find part time job at there. Then, hang around in mph. We stay in there for almost half an hour because I'm reading a magazine which is full of kim hyun joong and super junior's news!! Hahaha... Went for lunch, chit-chatting till 2pm. Then, went to watch "Where got ghost?" Well, it's really funny. But I'm still too scared to watch horror movie. I can say that most of the time i'm watching it with my eyes closed..haha..
Later, gk came to meet us. we stucked in the mac book's shop. Chat with edmund since he's working at there. Ask him lots of apple thingy.. around 5+pm then we went back home.
A day passed by just like that...haha
Actually, i should stay at home to study for my mock. But i just have no mood and motivationt o study..sigh...

Super junior Album. I WANT IT SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wonder how long should I wait...sigh....

Girls' Pride + SJ Album

Just now i went out with my aunts to kenyalang & The Spring. The purpose i went to kenyalang is to buy Super Junior Sorry Sorry album. And the result came out is"OUT OF STOCK"!!!!!!!!!!
What??!!! I can't believe it... Their album sells like a hot cake.. The employer said she had order the latest D version but not sure got stock or not.. I feel worry because through yesasia, i found out that D version were out of print already. I've make a preorder from her and I really hope there's one for me... Plssssssssssssssssss............. I really want their album!!!!

Then, we went to The Spring. U guys know i saw who??
I saw wei ting and the Mr.C( that useless guy)!!! Why she still wanna be with him even that guy hurts her a lot. They just break no long ago and now this useless guy came back to her. How i wanna to punch that guy for hurting and using my friend. Wei ting, wake up liao... Don get hurt by him again.
Sigh.. Why girls always need to fall for man huh?? Why should girls go back to the guys who've hurt them a lot? I don't get it!!! Coz Michelle chung would never do that!!!
This is GIRL'S PRIDE!!! Do u agree with me, girls?
Guys have no right to get control over us..
Girls!!! Let's be tough and stop being dependent on guys!!!
We can live without guys!!!!!!!!! Live with a better life!!!!

Passion for God

Just now, i saw some videos of kyuhyun( members of super junior) about his car accident 2 yrs ago. Thanks God that he is alive. Kyuhyun is a christian that devoted much in his religion. He has a strong belief and make an effort to go to church despite of his busy schedule. It's hard to imagine that a well-known artist still go to church to worship our Lord. This is because human usually leaves God when one's gain fame and popularity. But, kyuhyun is really a special case.
God really bless him and it is obviously shown by the car crash incident. The serious injuries of kyuhyun almost cause death to him. But because of God 's grace, he's still alive. Kyuhyun went to church and sing and worship Jesus Christ.( you can watch him singing in church thorugh youtube). I'm really touch by his act.
Moreover, he makes me to think of one of my ajk who has leave God since she join in her modelling career. I can't find her passion for God she used to have.
How come she and kyuhyun makes such a big differences??
A famous artist who insist staying with God and a friend of mine who lose her passion for God just because of a little modelling thingy compared to super junior(a well-known korean boy band)
Honestly, i shed tears when thinking of those two. Tears of joy for Kyuhyun and tears of sadness for my friend.

This is kyuhyun that I've mentioned